While
there are those who would disparage the use of rote memory in
worship, there is evidence that memorization can play an important
part in worship. There is a notion that every time rote memory is
engaged, it devalues that worship to mindless ritual. But, what
neuroscience has discovered about the types of memory and how each is
acquired tells us differently.
Unless
you are one of those people who has a photographic memory,
establishing a rote memory requires multiple recitations. Each
recitation stores only a fragment of the whole of the targeted
information, thus creating a sort of concordance. That concordance is
important because it makes the essence of the memory available under
different circumstances and for varied purposes.
For that
reason, Scriptures and prayers that are memorized become available in
varied situations for varied reasons. That knowledge helped me to
understand the difference between suffering the loss of rote memory
and enduring that loss.
The loss
of rote memory happened to me, as it does to many people, as the
result of a closed head injury. Although my therapist had assured me
that I would eventually be able to access the memory, though not in
whole, I panicked in disbelief. After several years of working to
re-establish the mundane items one normally knows (mathematical items
such as telephone numbers, social security numbers, and basic math
facts), I found I was able to access Scriptures, poems, and prayers
using the essence of the meaning of those data. Words to songs are
less easy to access. I've learned to use my “personal concordance”
to help me access information memorized decades ago.
Fortunately,
I was trained by my Sunday School and VBS teachers to memorize
Scriptures. We were also taught to “pray the Scriptures,” using
them as the basis of prayers. An interesting outcome of this is the
Gloria Patria which I memorized in the 1970s. I still can access that
prayer in only one circumstance. When I am praying fervently for some
emergency or in such emergency, the Gloria comes to me in whole when
the prayer is being answered. I have learned, when that happens, to
act on that assurance as though I can see it with my natural senses.
I find that fascinating but reassuring.
Having
shared these circumstances, I'll share also the plight of those with
photographic memories. Though they are able to recite passages
(prayers, poetry, Scriptures), those passages have no meaning except
the sequence of the words and, so, no “personal concordance” is
built. How sad that the great truths and the great beauties of all
those memorized passages are lost to them!
One of
the best things that happened to me in my doctoral studies was the
course on Neuropsychology which transformed what I had considered
suffering into enduring. At the time, I thought the course was
useless but the Lord had other Ideas and I'm so glad He did.
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